Gedik bersebab

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum

haha aku berblog lagi. Kini, sebab suturess (stress). Pelik sebab tadi Fieq yang suturess tapi balik2 ni, Besa ni tanya psl problem aku. and suddenly, when I actually listed out my problems, the problems became and FELT real. I mean, they are real. but I chose to ignore them. and then, suddenly i remembered them. tapi x kisah lah. Atleast dia dengar bila aku cerita problem aku.

So ladies and gentlemen. Our topic today is Gedik Bersebab.

(Now, I must remember to keep this short)

I, am generally and known as, a Gedik person.

I am giddy, happy, loud, and I am capable of doing aerobics in the lab on a normal basis just because I am so jumpy and gay.

I praise myself all the time, sometimes I call myself princess, I make ugly faces when I talk to my close friends, and I make really annoying noises like:

La la la la la laaaaaaaaaaaAAA.


I'm loud. Really loud. Sometimes, MOST of the times I scream when I drive, and I'm too happy I get a tad annoying. A guy used to tell me when I smile, it's like the world smiles or the sun just shine into my face. (Don't know whether he meant my face is oily or my teeth are too big) But the general idea is, Aku. Gedik.

Now, to put simply as to why I display such attitude or behavior is because:

• I dont want to show people that I'm burdened by something or my problems 
• I just want to drive them off. Like a turnoff thing.
• It's like a self-defense mechanism whereby, you get past all that Gedik-ness and then you get to know me.

Surprise surprise. I'm not THAT gedik. I just found out that by being gedik, it makes me happy. It makes my family happy. It makes my friends happy. don't trust me? ask dad. or my brother. me not being gedik is so weird, to the point that, if I dont smile with me teeth sticking out, they ask. "kakyang, what's wrong?"

Haha. I promised a short one so here's my conclusion.

I'm actually a really mature girl with mature feelings and thoughts. I am capable of making rational and decent decisions and I behave really well around the elderly. I always give in when it comes to family and off late, I've been learning to listen then talking more. Yes I'm praising and selling myself off again. But it's just me being happy after writing about my Tuberculosis Thesis.

So, gedik aku, ladies and gentlemen, Bersebab. Salam and goodnight. :)