Have you ever heard the name of Allah Ar-Razak and Al-Wadud?

Assalamualaikum.

In the name of Allah The most Merciful, The most Compassionate.

I woke up this morning. and i did not remembered Allah. I did but only for awhile. i did some other things i was not supposed to do. bad things. Ya Allah ampunkan aku.

I slept.

The next thing I knew, Allah memberi aku rezeki dgn membangunkan aku. I got a text message from my mom. Allah memberi rezeki dgn memberi aku iphone. and my mom offered me to go out for dinner tonight. anywhere i want to.

Ya Salam. Ar- Razak sebagai pemberi rezeki. sebagaimana burung yang keluar di hening pagi subuh dan pulang pada waktu senja dengan perut yang penuh. couples dont get married because they fear of poverty. people chose abortion because they fear they dont have money to care for their child. and what more things that have happened because they dont live to this name of Allah. Mashaallah. Tuhan pemberi rezeki. without being needy of his slaves. of anyone. tanpa berkira. dan kita? kedekutkan masa kita untuk Allah? Ya Allah ampunkan aku.

Ya Salam. Al-Wadud sebagai Maha Pengasih. How many times have I sinned? Have forget Him? Have said to stop doing things bad but kept doing it again? Have tried to love him endlessly but forgets to do so again and again. But He loves and gives rezeki to His slaves everyday. Kita tak bersyukur. Kurang bersyukur. Asyik dengan dunia sendiri. hal2 kecik nak kecoh. nak complain. Ya Allah how insignificant everything seems when we think of Allah. Betapa Dia sayangkan kita sampaikan dosa menggunung pun Dia bagi peluang lagi kat kita nak mintak ampun kat Dia. peluang demi peluang. Kita sia kan atau gunakan? Mashaallah. Ya Allah ampunkan aku.

Allah is The Almighty. semoga cinta aku hanya untuk-Nya. Ameen.