how about missing someone?

this picture was taken at nurul hidayah's fb. awesome kid. :)

assalamualaikum

you know when your heart throbs when you miss someone, you want to call them, talk, like you used to but you cannot. that feeling when you are the one who did that mistake, and now you cannot turn back time?how about when you know its for the better, things happen but you wish so much it could have turned out the other way?

waking up at 6am in the morning after a tiresome night, assignments and a realization that malaysia has now increased the price of water, orange juice and milo is just something. i was hoping i would be refreshed and alive. but then i found this quote:

'Happiness is when two people are happy being themselves with each other'

and then i remembered someone whom i miss being myself with. oh we had the time of our lives. back then, i even forgot im in public with that person. its not that we did anything out of the norm. i was just being myself. and enjoying it. we had deep conversations, normal conversations, argued, chased each other, i dont know. the kind of being when you're at your comfort zone. confident, happy and 'self'. i felt like i was 5. fearless.

now things changed and i have to find my own comfort zone being on my own. sometimes i miss being with that particular person. especially now. its weird cuz i dont normally miss someone at 7 am with tons of work to do. and sometimes the urge to call is just so hard, they come like a boss. i dont know what to do and it feels like im missing my other half. im not exactly a drama-queen and i dont wanna put drama on my facebook. i did lately on my twitter but i find it so cheesy and cheap. what do you do when you're missing someone? get busy. so hello biochemistry. and to missing someone, im denying your Haq.