bismillah. assalamualaikum
Honestly, and sadly, I'm so thankful I did not continue my studies in IIUM/UIA. Bukan nak memburukkan UIA. But when I left, and I look at my friends, my PAST friends, and aku rasa, aku bersyukur Tuhan letakkan aku di bumi Kelantan.
Mungkin kalau aku stay kat UIA things would've been different. But somehow aku rasa drama would still lurk around me every corner I go. UIA = drama. Or is it just me? I don't know. But of late, hidup aku Alhamdulillah kurang drama. Just plain work, good dinner, fruitful training and alhamdulillah a great set of friends/family.
Maybe if I stayed in KL I wouldn't know how to appreciate my family more. Or friends for that matter. Or maybe I would've become a selfish brat. A pussy, spoiled brat. Maybe I would've have more guy problems. Maybe I would've become broke easier. I don't know. Allah is the best of planners.
Masa mula-mula aku kat USMKK ni, I missed my old friends. The ones kat UIA. People here seemed somewhat different. But as time flies, I learnt that effort aku macam x berbalas. I bet everyone knows that feeling of putting effort but not seeing the other half putting as much as you. Macam hurtful. And tiring.
At first I was sad. Because everyone at home seemed to move on. And stop trying. To stay good friends or whatever it is. Orang KL macam tu ke? X jugak. Sebab ada je orang KL yang baik-baik. Tapi sedih sebab, when people moved on, they forget you, they stop putting effort to stay close or worse, they only seek for you when they're in deep shit.
Mungkin Allah nak tnjukkan aku hidup yang lebih baik. Orang kata lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik. I think that goes even in the sense of friends. Hurtful mula-mula. But now, I think I should move on too. Buat apa terhegeh-hegeh putting effort when I'm the only one doing it? Is it right or does it sound right when I say, "I rather spend time with people who care about me than with those who don't" So right. Yakin.
I'm so glad I went out of UIA. Mungkin kawan-kawan aku busy. Mungkin. Mungkin aku yang amek hati lebih. But its what I feel. And nothing can change that.
2 comments:
pada aku, it's okay if someone only seek you only when they are in deep shit. it means u r a good friend. niatkan kerana Allah. sebab, kdg2 Allah tunjukkan kasih syg Dia dekat kita melalui manusia, org suka n syg dkt kita sbb Allah syg kita. and maybe jgk bila dorg dtg mntk tlg ko, sbb Allah dah nak jadikan ko sbg medium pertolongan dari Allah kat org tu. so u have to be happy! ;) Allah chose u to listen and maybe help those ppl kot?? heee~
of course la kte akan terasa mcm tu kalau ade org crik kte time susah je -_- tp xpe la, kte xtaw apa yg dalam hati dorg. serahkan that part to Allah.
nonetheless, just stick close to those who were there for you when YOU are in deep shit! they are the truest friend!
love.
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