1st timer

assalamualaikum

hehe. here's to my friend, The First Timer.

The First Timer is a person who is patient, who has wait for a long time to feel this blissful feeling of excitement. The First Timer is sweet, is innocent and naive. She is pure and very special because she has waited for a long time. She is strong both spiritually and emotionally.

I was a First Timer back then. when i was 16. sweet, young 16. to my friend The First Timer, I know how you feel. :)

When I was 16 whenever i saw him my heart beats like a bullet-train. Like a jet plane when he smiles, crashes when he is with another girl. When I was 16 I would look for him even if it means i have to walk extra distance, give up my time. When I was 16, when he called me for the first time I was dancing and jumping for joy; literally. When I was 16 when he texts me I would think hard before i reply. When it was my first time, I felt every of my emotions fully and embraced it without looking back. I loved and loved hard.

I felt joy, jealousy, anger, sadness, longing and excitement to the fullest. And now I regret I spent it on someone I'm not with. But those feelings, the rush of adrenaline whenever he is near, I will never forget. And serves for a lesson for me until the end of time.

Dear First Timer. I love you and care for you. So be careful okay? but dont worry cuz I'll back you up if you fall.

Dear First Timer. You have been patient, you have endured and gone through so much. Now its your turn.. :) Embrace being a First Timer. May the force be with you~