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salam,

so i have another.....5 or so days left to spent at home. how am i going to spend it?this, has been the very question i have been asking myself even before the exams started. ever wonder or have you ever give this a thought? how you wanted holidays to come so badly before exams, how stressful they were, and then, when you actually get to those holidays, you dont know what to do?

basicly i sound like a....PENGANGGUR.which i am. at first i wanted to take part in that sports and cultural event in penang. yup.almost the whole holiday taken away spending my time in one of my fav cities in the world, penang. (its a bit like hong kong they say but hey, great food, beaches,and cities at the same time, i wouldnt ask for more)

so, i uh....told myself that.. i would be home for the family regardless what they need. so yeap. i think i just did that. be the driver,messenger,spender, BIG SPENDER. sheesh. tapi nk buat cmne.it is the Year End Sale. (YES). they should do a calculation on how much money is spent by malaysians JUST when the sale starts.lets see how im not alone.

so there were a couple of things that happened. my granny went to kelantan, been there for her. yup there were people that i wanted to see but i put her first! aha! then...there were..my dad who finished is Bsic Training in Asiaworks.been there too.(Yeay!) i canceled the week in penang because of him. yup, i love my dad.<3

then there was the regular chores i did around the house, my mum, we watched charlie st.cloud. we cried like women. (women cried ever so elegantly) and most of my time spent was with my siblings. yeah we fight sometimes. we just did now. but that's what siblings do.

well, tadi i just lost it.some anger management went awry. but i said sorry and she'll come around.

being the big sis always pays and back then when i was more selfish, i did write or tell myself that my sole purpose this holiday or anytime for that matter is to be there for my family. i always have thoughts and a friend of mine tells me i have been lacking sleep cuz im constantly thinking of something,worrying and stuff.

so i figured out, that if i write this down then, it wouldnt be such a burden on me.;)

so, despite the long holiday at home accomplishing almost nothing, i think i got what i really needed.family time.;)