a new gray day

is it grey or gray?gray sounds a little more gay and soft and reminds me of someone special..:)

last night i bickered with my subconscious boyfie about new year celebrations. to go or not to go. considering the fact that he lives somewhere in KL and that it is almost a ritual that the people of the forest in KL go out every new year celebration, i kinda thought he would want to go and celebrate as well.

so i had to be that egoistic ma'am and told him that i understand if he went.i said "yeah go on and have fun with ur friends" and stuff like "i understand bla bla bla.."
but what i really wanted to say was..
'come on, its just a new day, dont go out and waste time, do your lab report, its better to stay in and watch a movie or spend it with people who really matters or do something that's really fulfilling and berfaedah'

but i didnt.

but luckily i did later that night and everything turned out well.

sometimes, as stupid as much the truth may be, or no matter how embarrassing your inner thoughts may be, just let it out. learnt from Lawrence that, if you need to say something, say it out.dont let it in.its only healthy for a relationship and although it might be uncomfortable at first but its only for the better. true enuff.

so, i woke up on 01-01-2011 and it was a gray,rainy day like any other days and here's the low down of it all. days are only special when you make it to be. it doesnt have to be a birthday, a new year, or hari raya. somedays, i wake up and i say to myself, today im gonna be efficient and go all out. and it might not turn out as great as it should be but atleast, i can guarantee the efforts.

so, i made up my resolutions for this year and i started before new year's pon.

this year, im gonna
1.get the perfect skin (jangan pegang2 jerawat!)
2. eat fruits
3. blow my hair
4. eat vitamins
5. study daily
6. put my family above everything else
7. truly cherish that rare one person
8. pray on time
9. living up to my own expectations

happy new day everyone.bak kate fieq,live your life to the max!