"imma ball player"-love and basketball

dulu, aku sangatlah nerd

and the people closest to me know how true that statement is.

i was so nerd, so unconfident and i have a low self-esteem, i couldnt even stand up for myself.

isnt it ironic that the person we love most.is the one we neglect?

ourself?

aku blaja immunology la kan and its a beautiful system where our body defends us from so many things by so many ways, kita x sygkn diri sndiri..rugi la

anyways,enter highschool, i found basketball.

i wasnt that fanatic or loved baksetball that much back then.i learnt basic stuff, basic enough to do a layup and under basket shoots.

enter UIA.

i found beautiful,dependable friends who played basketball.firends i can count on when im sad,

when im sad i can always count on the board.come rain or shine,

bile aku sedih dgn masalah cinta ke, study ke..

basketball ade untuk aku.

enter USM.

mule2 memang x biase dengan kawan2..kinda diff from UIA.

i found myself a bit isolated and at 1st, i thought of stopping basketball.

but i didnt.

tengahari bute pegi shoot,petang shoot lagi.board kayu tu, setia untuk aku.board kayu tu x penah nk marah aku, x penah nk condemn or sindri or merendahkan aku.board tu mengajar aku bersabar.

today, i had a bad dream.so bad, it hurts deeply.lepas tu aku pegi main.

awal2 tu, aku emo.

then, from the people i know,from the experiences,the memories about basketball, i learnt that,

dalam game x boleh emo.

the strongest person is the one who can control their anger.

byk pesanan yang aku blajar dlm game aku try apply dlm hidup.

jangan salahkan orang lain, salahkan diri sendiri dulu.

and other cool and inspiring moments;

slalu backup teammates.cover ble shooting x masuk.

kene berani, jangan teragak2, ble shoot kene yakin,

main pakai otak, pikir dulu ape nk buat.layup or shoot.

play as a team.

so, ending main petang tadi, aku blaja bnde baru,

aku tenang sikit.

player paling power dlm game is the playmaker.

kene cool, steady and smart.

kene control emotions and keep the whole team together.

i may not be the playmaker tapi aku boleh blajar dr playmaker..

basketball banyak mengajar aku tntg kehidupan.

tentang perasaan dan fikiran.

kekuatan dan kelemahan.

yang penting aku bersyukur aku dipertemukan dgn game ni.