Passion or Studies?

salam..

lately aku slaluberdepan dengan dilemma ni.. antara basketball dgn studies aku..

eversince aku masuk third yr mengaji biomed ni my life has been significantly different from my past years. memang beza yang teramat.

dulu aku tak keluar makan sebab banyak meeting kelab la ape la.. sekarang?aku tak keluar makan sebab nak study. takdela nak kata gile. tapi its like a total change of atmosphere.

dont get me wrong. im not complaining. i like my life filled with activities. aku ada peluang untuk belajar and i like what im studying. its interesting and mind-boggling.bab aku tak dapat join student ativities aku tak berapa kisah sangat.sebab true passion aku kat area sukan.

tang ni aku tak dapat nk berkorban. petang2, by hook or by crook aku mesti keluar bilik. jumpa kawan2 aku (depa semua dah masuk final year..) main basketball or just jogging. thn ni ak join training track and field. jumpa kawan baru. best gak tu. but the POINT is, im not studying from 6.00-7.00 pm.

and now, ada banyak game and match yang berlaku dekat2 exam. aku still nak pergi although aku tau it might jeopardize my results and studies. subject aku thn ni tough2 belaka. tak bleh buat perangai last sem. kalau tak, pointer aku mmg merundum jatuh.nak kejar scholarship kena la jaga pointer ye dak?

tapi aku tinggal 2 thn kat sini.and teammates ak yg ngam main dgn ak lagi kejap ddk sini.im torn between the time i have with them and my studies.my time with sports and studies.my time with basketball and studies. studying might even seem like the culprit now because its so hard, i dont understand some things im studying.

banyak kali aku dengar org kata i regret not doing this back then..and aku taknak nyesal sebab x live my life as an undergrad student. i have a life too.i wanna spend time with the people i care and make me laugh and play ball too. but i need to find that thin line that keeps me balanced between my studies and life.

Teacher: "Why did you wait until the last minute to do

your homework?"

Student:"Because I have a life."

mcm dlm cte coach carter tu kalau dpt pointer bagus bleh main.skg test2 aku agk jatuh..so by right i cant play ball.but im so scared of missing out on life.aku jadi tak keruan.jiwa berkocak (bak kata abah aku).

~restless~