siblingatarium siblingus

salam

i have been sitting for almost 2 hours straight doing work and suddenly i feel homeSICK.

there is a difference of being homesick and homesick.

its either you miss your TV and XBOX---eq.1
or you miss the people within the household---eq.2

now,me having siblings to grow up with,has been an ENORMOUS blessing for me. merekalah racun,merekalah penawar. my childhood are filled with memories of me and my siblings. us falling down while playing, us fighting over the computer, us sleeping together. us being silly and close. we're still close, all six of us. and i miss them more than any of you can ever imagine.

and God knows, when we grow up and ave our own families, we might not be as close as we are now.or closer?who knows?sure there have been some issues. someone being the favorite, someone loved more by the mother or father. yeap. aku pun pernah dan BANYAK kali jealous. but i guess thats part of life. but im telling you, despite all the fights and jealousy and issues between us, i wouldnt trade them for anything on earth.

and speaking of favorite, i *with guilt* am missing Amin most. he is the youngest and here, with guilt again am spilling the beans about him. i think he might be the best person on earth. *exaggerating*

he's cute, intelligent, stubborn, manja, SANGAT manja, annoying, LOUD, naughty *like all boys*, pandai MENGAJI, pandai menyanyi, INDEPENDANT and LOVING*how do i know?*

he gives free hugs, kisses,punches,bites and smiles. he says 'i miss u' to me more than anyone else in my life and since he is still small,and cute, ill write about him. maybe when im married and he enters 20, ill ask him to read this. god willing. :)

weh amin. kakyang rindu amin~