Ridiculous Confessions

Salam. Bismillah.

1. Being 20+ is so amazing because I can eat 2 slices of choc berry cheesecake, 3 pieces of steak and 3 plate of rice and not gain weight.
2. I miss my UIA friends. Crappy ones too. I think I miss the memories.
3. I hate my 5th-Ex.
4. I hate PosLaju for not sending that PopLook parcel on time.
5. I don't understand why some people have to act so cold.
6. I don't understand why my family text to each other like we're doing business.
7. I don't understand why we put on happy faces in front of the public and then get into angry moods or just crappy ones right after we leave the public.
8. Why am I so negative?
9. Don't like watching pretty girls/people getting married or engaged because they irritate me.
10. I have a stupid mindset that pretty girls are dumb.
11. I think I'm not pretty. Sometimes I do. But when I look at the mirror and I see my huge pores n pimples and I go 'uh siapa nak kat aku mcm ni' and then I remember Feefa's advice 'Yana x elok mcm tu Tuhan bagi ko muka tu' and I go 'astaghfirullah' in my heart  but still stare and my face and look away.
12. I'm a nerd. I enjoy books more than you-tube. 
13. Sometimes the best way to cure pissing off is sleep.
14. I think I'm a good girl.
15. But I feel that I'm always never good enough for my family.
16. I'll never be anyone's favorite :'(
17. This is so depressing.